Confession of the Day
"He tells me everyday how much he loves me, how important I am to him, how much I mean to him. And yet, I am constantly checking up on him by snooping his email and text messages, driving by his work, trying to catch him in lies. What in God’s name is wrong with me? I don’t WANT to find that he’s cheating on me or lying to me, but I am so damn afraid of it and I don’t want it to sneak up and bite me in the ass one day. Why can’t I trust him? I never tell anyone out loud, but I absolutely HATE this aspect of myself, and I have no idea what to do to stop it."
